There are very few talents that I have where I personally feel I am genuinely good at it. I can be praised over and over about a painting or playing guitar but through the praise I'm just thinking to myself: "They don't know what they're talking about. This thing stinks. It's a fluke if anything!" Sitting in a room with others tossing around ideas and coming up with a genius pot of entertainment stew is one of those areas I would love to get a taste of. I feel it's perfect for me and that I could be a substantial contributor holding my own and providing my own special ingredients.
I'm OCD which causes me to over think and over analyze everything to the point where I can annoy myself. Sitting in a writer's room where I could shine with others would certainly redeem this curse. In the meantime, I will continue to write solo (with the exception of a dash of co-authoring here and there) with the hopes of gaining at least a pinch of recognition with a hungry little reader base.
I'll let you chew on all those cooking references while I finish my lunch break.